it has always been you...

I have been doing a lot lately,
But still haven't finished anything...
I have been articulate about subjects,
But not expressive enough...
I have been trying to explain it,
But I wasn't understood...
So I tried showing it,
But something seems to be blocking the picture...
I tried ways,
But nothing seems to work...
I whispered,
But still, too occupied to listen...
So I stood there hoping,
But did not even get a glance...

Once again I'm crying,
And crying some more...
Cause you're not with me now...
And the hardest thing is,

I did everything for a reason,
And the reason has always been...

Yes, it has always been YOU...:(

What we get from break-ups...

Break up define: to separate and go to different directions; to discontinue an association or relation.

I have heard a lot of stories about breaking-up and all of them are very gloomy. Of course, i can't fully understand the feelings of those people involved, not until i experienced one...

He left me without any reason at all or maybe with all of the reasons that there can be...But what can I do, it 's his decision.

So I ended up crying just like the rest, heart- broken and hopeless...Days passed, months...

Then, I realized that I have been stuck in that situation for centuries...
I started thinking, its not really the end of the world for me, it's a start of something better...

I listed down the good things that I have been experiencing and having after the break-up...here's some of them...

1. Time (to do everything and anything I want)
2. Enjoyment (with my guy friends and girl friends)
3. Affection (there are a lot of people giving me love - filial)
4. Money (Dont need to buy gifts for him)
....
And the list goes on...


I finally pulled myself together...

...maybe you to can have your own list...